It's not even half a day and I'm already irritated and frustrated. Why you may ask?
*Rewind*
I wake up at 6:30 am. The smell of coffee wakening my senses. The incense sticks that was lit for the morning prayers wafting and enclosing the bubble of space surrounding me. It seems after a long time I'm at a state of calmness and serenity. I wake up rejuvenated and ready for anything. I feel like I'm on top of the world. It's one of those rare moments which you just embrace and go with the flow. I get ready for work, Radio 1 station churning out tunes in the background. I'm thrilled. I'm excited. I'm restless. I hope this aura of a moment lasts the entire day.
I reach the office at 7:30 am. The usual activities take place. Greeting my fellow colleagues, getting the devices started, arranging the desk. I glances at the messages that keep pinging my phone. I decide to ignore it first, but later curiosity gets the better of me. Greetings. Whereabouts. Newsletters. Subscriptions. People's problems. "Ugh!!", rolling my eyes, I get to unleash the wisdom that apparently I'm supposed to inflict on people. Message after message and I'm like "Well, that was a good 1hr of serenity i got to experience." And that again started the usual pile load of mundane activities, stressing over unimportant events and just overthinking stuff which I know I have no control over. *Sigh*
I'm not a narcissist or an anti social person. I believe you say whatever is needed. Be frank and honest. You never lose anything over that. Being compassionate has always ensured and allowed the continuation of human species when faced with wars, death, extinction and any major catastrophe that has hit planet Earth. It's good to have people around to share both sorrows and happiness. Give and Take. Classic example of what it means to live. But then there are those situations where it gets too overwhelming. Your are forced or involuntarily required to deal with events that you feel is absolutely pointless. Others love to dump their problems on you. Sometimes it makes you feel content as they chose you to share this with and then most days your just the human version of a punching bag. They be like "I have to deal with this mess. Why not bring in another person to split the misery with." This is utter nonsense. You should have a distinction as to what extent can you deal with it individually or as a collective. These people need a bright red smacking signboard that yells out this message, "WAKE UP!!"
That's my rant for the day. I know you would say like don't take this to mind. Let it be and run it's course which is exactly what I did. So any of you out there who feels the same way, just know you are not alone.
Have a great day!!
*Rewind*
I wake up at 6:30 am. The smell of coffee wakening my senses. The incense sticks that was lit for the morning prayers wafting and enclosing the bubble of space surrounding me. It seems after a long time I'm at a state of calmness and serenity. I wake up rejuvenated and ready for anything. I feel like I'm on top of the world. It's one of those rare moments which you just embrace and go with the flow. I get ready for work, Radio 1 station churning out tunes in the background. I'm thrilled. I'm excited. I'm restless. I hope this aura of a moment lasts the entire day.
I'm not a narcissist or an anti social person. I believe you say whatever is needed. Be frank and honest. You never lose anything over that. Being compassionate has always ensured and allowed the continuation of human species when faced with wars, death, extinction and any major catastrophe that has hit planet Earth. It's good to have people around to share both sorrows and happiness. Give and Take. Classic example of what it means to live. But then there are those situations where it gets too overwhelming. Your are forced or involuntarily required to deal with events that you feel is absolutely pointless. Others love to dump their problems on you. Sometimes it makes you feel content as they chose you to share this with and then most days your just the human version of a punching bag. They be like "I have to deal with this mess. Why not bring in another person to split the misery with." This is utter nonsense. You should have a distinction as to what extent can you deal with it individually or as a collective. These people need a bright red smacking signboard that yells out this message, "WAKE UP!!"
That's my rant for the day. I know you would say like don't take this to mind. Let it be and run it's course which is exactly what I did. So any of you out there who feels the same way, just know you are not alone.
Have a great day!!
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